Lying on my bed while typing. I hadn't gone to your blog for quite awhile but my hands was itching and I went there. Reading your posts made me smile. How much you have change. How much i envy a girl like you. Always beautiful, always growing and changing into someone better, and never fail to make me smile without you knowing. I don't know how many readers I have but I think your the only one.
Maybe its wrong, or maybe its just meant to be. This feelings are too strong for me to lie to myself. I could not resist. I tried staying away but it just made me grow closer to you. I know you might not be fond of love right now and with all your respect I backed off. Im just waiting for a day, with just glimpse of hope, hoping if we are meant to be, Allah we bring us closer together. No matter what, I'll always be by your side. I'll always stick around no matter how far you'd push me. Because I tried being apart from you for years but it just hurts me more. I don't know why I feel this way. I've been praying everyday, hoping Allah could guide me, and all I could see is you, the one I text everyday. The one who keeps me company. I wanted to move on and maybe find another girl but I just feel like my heart only sticks with you. I accept you for who you are. I dont want to know any other girls right now. This is something I had to live with everyday, knowing I'm hiding this feelings from you, not knowing when should I tell you this.
Ya Allah kau yang maha mengetahui, jika dia milikku, jodohkan la kami ya Allah.
Jika tidak kau berikan la aku pertunjuk.
Engkau berikan la dia hidup yang dicucuri rahmatmu.
Engkau lindunginya dari malapetaka Dan juga keburukan manusia.
Engkau tenangkan la hatinya ya Allah.
Amin.
Friday, October 12, 2012
Sunday, June 17, 2012
Niagara falls & Canada. Reality in a Dream.
Its breathtaking how words can lead to you to a land of your own. Where all your wishes comes true and all fishes aren't swimming in the blue. Imagine fishes flying while birds swimming, beautiful isn't it?
I set my mind on a beach, laying under the stars. I was too busy gazing the stars that i didnt realise the waterdrops falling from the skies. Its raining. No, its not. Its my dear, with her drenched wet hair. I could smell her, so heavenly that it knocked me out of my fantasy.
She is someone who i have always dreamed to be with, but never thought it would come true. She has those silky smooth hair and lovely blue eyes. Her cheeks are so fluffy and she has that dainty smile. Her character is amazing. She had always been there when i had no one else. She entertains me every single day, without being bored. She is really sweet and she is my charming princess.
Canada, was her dream and here we are. I told her few years back that we will make it here together, then when we were still friends with just a slight of hope it will come true. Our honeymoon was set here at Sherkston Shores, just 20 minutes from the wonders of the world, Niagara Falls. She told me how she wished to visit it during night falls, where Niagara will shine with colors of the rainbow, taking your breaths away.
Being there is really a dream, and its no joke. I woke up this morning and that was what i recalled from a sweetdream i had last night. I smiled, hoping if that will ever come true, ill be blessed to Allah so greatly, for sending an angel to my life. The one who have changed me and inspired me to be a changed man.
Sorry if its short and sucky, my eyes are half closed now and i cant think much heh. But i dont know if im gonna let you read this, if i did, your lucky. Haha.
I set my mind on a beach, laying under the stars. I was too busy gazing the stars that i didnt realise the waterdrops falling from the skies. Its raining. No, its not. Its my dear, with her drenched wet hair. I could smell her, so heavenly that it knocked me out of my fantasy.
She is someone who i have always dreamed to be with, but never thought it would come true. She has those silky smooth hair and lovely blue eyes. Her cheeks are so fluffy and she has that dainty smile. Her character is amazing. She had always been there when i had no one else. She entertains me every single day, without being bored. She is really sweet and she is my charming princess.
Canada, was her dream and here we are. I told her few years back that we will make it here together, then when we were still friends with just a slight of hope it will come true. Our honeymoon was set here at Sherkston Shores, just 20 minutes from the wonders of the world, Niagara Falls. She told me how she wished to visit it during night falls, where Niagara will shine with colors of the rainbow, taking your breaths away.
Being there is really a dream, and its no joke. I woke up this morning and that was what i recalled from a sweetdream i had last night. I smiled, hoping if that will ever come true, ill be blessed to Allah so greatly, for sending an angel to my life. The one who have changed me and inspired me to be a changed man.
Sorry if its short and sucky, my eyes are half closed now and i cant think much heh. But i dont know if im gonna let you read this, if i did, your lucky. Haha.
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